"I think it (loneliness) is more like emptiness. " She selects a garden of flowers as a metaphor. She feels flowers symbolize happiness and are the colors of life. However, she admits a garden of flowers also symbolizes the existent of resentment in her. The reason is that she longs to have a cheerful life. She further explains, "I guess it is a day when I do not have any plans. It makes me lonely."